Monday, August 24, 2009

mad

mad at my best friend who went to inglorious basterds with someone else. jeez he's not your date. mad at my kid for being crabby and fat and 14. mad at my wife for having so many problems.
mad at myself... let's start with my body... why this persistent "kink" in my back, what, for 5 fuckin days? jeezUs. at mad at being nearly 60, yeah, you heard me, fuckin 60. and what do i have to show for it other than ("a great life" they all say) and they are all right, of course, duh.
mad at the world... persistent stupidity in all forms, everywhere... we are nearly the smarty pants monkeys we think we are. JeeZus. is it ok to be mad? ha, what a dumb question. i'm mad at that question. i'm mad at everyone.

being mad, why is that "bad"...